So, this semester I am taking a class regarding treating people with chemical dependencies. We will be studying diagnoses, DSM IV codes, criteria, treatment efficacy, and the like. There are a number of interesting things that we will exposed to, and required to do, over the next 15 weeks. The first assignment we were given was to pick something out that was a harmful behavior, and not do it for the next 15 weeks. Abstain. Keep away. 15 weeks.
That's 105 days. Long ones.
And my abstention of choice is one that will be difficult. Most people who have known me would guess that I am giving up wine. Surprise - did that prior to the LSAT! So, not really a challenge worthy of reporting on a weekly basis.
Instead, I am giving up red meat and all potato products. No steak, no bacon, no cheesburgers or lamb, no chips, no fries, no hash browns. This is not going to be any fun at all. So, I've decided to do a blog not just on giving up the meat, but on addiction, our experiences over the semester, how I'm doing, how I'm feeling. Right now, it's been a little over 20 hours since my last red meat experience - like many addicts, I had a big splurge before making the commitment to abstain.
I know, you laugh, a meat dependency. But there really just is something that draws me to the smell.
So, if I were giving myself a diagnosis based upon the DSM-IV(TR), I think it would wind up being 304.90, Other (or Unknown) Substance Dependence. Even though my dependence may not be chemical, it is going to be an interesting journey.
Anyway, wish me luck in keeping with the plan, I will be reporting how many days "sober" I have on a weekly basis in class, and supplementing that with information.
Until next time...
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